January 2012
69 posts
New Years Resolution:
lose weight
lose weight
lose weight
get good grades
get good grades
get good grades
get into a good college
get into a good college
get into a good college
stop hating people
stop hating people
stop hating people
eat less
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December 2011
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I never like telling people whats wrong. When I do all I ever get is like “oh, I’m sorry” or “I don’t know what to say”. It’s like a waste of my time telling people how I feel cause no one really even understands. I usually keep things to myself cause it’s just easier that way. I don’t even tell some of the people I’m closest with...
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I sucks knowing the person you care about the most wasn’t there when you really needed them.
Vent.
I fucking hate how I am the person always hitting people up to hang out. I hate it so much. It makes me feel like I have no friends that want to hang out at all because they’re never inviting me anywhere, it’s always me inviting myself over or something like that. I feel so pathetic and lonely at times cause no one is ever hitting me up to chill or anything. I’m always with my...
If only everything I ate went to my boobs.
I would be a happy girl.
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“I don’t date to just date. There’s no point in that. I want to marry...”
– Le boyfriend
I guess there’s nothing special about me. Whatever though, I guess I’m just like anyone else. I don’t know, I just thought I’d be something. But then again, why? There’s nothing special about me to begin with.
I just want to talk tonight. Lots of talking, lots of opening up. I want to get shit off my chest. Sigh*.
You know what I don’t get? When people put “single” on their blog. This is a blogging site, not a dating one.
“Life is always going to give you what you don’t want. I told myself I’d never marry someone short and fat. I ended up with your dad. Be careful what you say. You say you’re never going to marry someone like your dad, but watch yourself.” Mommy
I don’t even know how to feel right now. I can only do so much to prove myself. If it’s not enough then fuck it. Whatever dude.
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I usually have no regrets and I still don’t. But sometimes I wish I would have waited to do some of the things I have done. For example, my first kiss, I wish I saved it for someone who was special enough to deserve it rather than just being so eager to experience it for myself. Same goes with any other experiences I’ve been through, I just wish it was with someone who meant something...
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I don’t even know how to feel right now. I have mixed emotions. Whatever.
I don't get it.
Because you are that unhappy with your life, you have to bring other’s feelings down? I don’t understand that logic. There’s so many things you can be doing with your lives. Here’s an alternative. You should start helping others and being nice to everyone. Nothing brings more joy to me than seeing the smile of someone I’ve helped. It makes me feel a lot better about...
There are so many moments where I feel so empty. I feel like my life is so pathetic. Nothing changes, everything is so consistent.
“You’re everything I could ask for. You’re my best friend. I...”
– Scott Disick, to Kourtney.
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If someone cheated on me the other person better be hot as fuck. Seriously.
I’ve been called every name in the book. From being fat to a slut, but honestly I don’t give a fuck. I know who I am and I don’t need to prove myself to anyone but those I care about and those who care about me.
People want to point out my flaws/ call me names? Go ahead. It’s not making any of your imperfections any better. It’s just making your heart uglier.
Lol,
You know what makes me laugh? When people point out flaws/ insecurities in other people. I mean, sure it might make you feel better about yourself, but really now? You, yourself, you are not perfect. You probably have flaws/ insecurities you hate about yourself, thus it gives you no right to talk about the flaws that other people have. It’s the same thing as if people were to make fun of...
Some people are so fucking rude now a days. There is fine line between joking around and actually hurting someone’s feelings. Especially when it comes to someone’s insecurities. No one should ever joke around with insecurities, that’s worst thing you could ever do.
Nostalgia,
“I’m going to be here when you’re crying. I know it.”
I was thinking back on old conversations I had with my best friend. It’s pretty crazy how much he’s there for me. Even when we’re “mad” at each other, we get over it pretty fast. Thinking back, I always joke around how if someone was going to break my heart I’d go to him crying and...
Girl code:
Whatever =
You fucked up
Over it
I hate you
This conversation is over
I don’t want to talk to you
I’m pissed off
I hate ending anything on a bad note. Because I never know if that is the last time I will ever talk to that person. That is why no matter how mad I am at someone or how much they pissed me off, I will take the blame for it even if didn’t do it.
So many nights where I just sit there and cry. I hate being alone or feeling alone. My thoughts take over and everything is all too overwhelming. All the thoughts I’ve tried so hard to erase surface up again. It’s a terrible feeling. I hate these nights.
People say being in a relationship is hard, but they don’t understand how much harder it is when there is distance involved. There are so many moments where fights could be ended just by giving them a kiss or even a smile, but because of distance the argument is prolonged because you can’t show them how you feel. There are so many moments where you want do cute things with them, but...
I don’t think people realize much it hurts when people joke around about their insecurities. It may be harmless and all, but the person you’re saying it too is taking it to heart. It really does hurt, joking or not.
The feeling
when you’re kissing someone and you can feel them smiling.
Teehee, my favorite.
“In my opinion the best thing you can you do is find a person who loves you for...”
– Juno
PEOPLE DOING DRIVERS ED!!!!!!!!!
kswizzleee:
You guys want Drivers Ed for hella cheap?
Go to http://www.driveredtogo.com/
When enrolling put in this code: X38-78D-3M9
You’ll get 3$ off and the total for it would be 17.50$
That’s how much mine was!
It’s so much better than spending hella on Drivers Ed.
Oh, you love each other?
How long have you guys been going out? 2 weeks and in love already. That’s great.
Couples like this bug me so much.
I want to have a conversation with the opposite gender. An actual conversation, with out them trying to “get at me” or anything. Just a good conversation where both are interested, instead of trying to get at each other. Catching my drift?
Rewind
If I could just rewind back to the past and tell myself what I know now I feel like I would be such a better person. I would be so much more happy with myself and my life. I would know what to do with issues surface up. I would be prepared, I would then change myself to be a better person rather than grow up and think about all the things I would change about myself.
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