Things are rough now. 

I never knew things were going to end up like this. I didn’t even know money was tight right now, but I guess they are. My mom has taken on more shifts and that means she’s coming home later now. She told me this last night and it shattered my heart. I honestly thought we were okay, seeing that my dad makes a pretty good income, but I guess not. My mom does so much around the house and taking care of my sister and I, so her working even more cause she said it’s getting expensive taking care of us breaks my heart. I feel so useless, I want to be able to help her out. My mom works so hard and fuck dude. I feel terrible. I do so many things to try and help her save money cause I know she’s lowkey always telling me how money is tight. I’d rather just not have her give me lunch money or buy me things cause I know everything counts. I’ve never felt so useless in my life. I love my mom too much to let her work any harder. I know how much work takes a toll on her. I really wish I could help.