I guess it’s true and I just don’t want to believe it. My mom really does have to work more now and she might have to work night shifts. It really kills me to think that what we have now isn’t enough. She was telling me how her income tax came in and that we’ve been spending more than she’s been making. Thus, she has to work more in order to have money to use now and for my college fund. It fucking sucks cause I feel so goddamn useless. I can see my mom age and I know how her work takes a toll on her. It just kills me cause I can’t do anything about it. I’m so useless.